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future will be coming on someday okay this day: drove to a musuem in jerusalem - it had an interesting show of "dada" arts - kind of surrealistic revolutionary style. the things were pretty nice all in all, but as usual i concentrate on myself - it made me feel that i will someday too be a part of some kind of anti-conformist artist group. life doesnt have do be so squared - finish the army,india, go to the university, get married, and be done with life. it can be so much more. and it will be. but as for now im still struggling with myself - i had an ok day all considered - talked to many people and didnt get too freaked out. god my problems sound so stupid when i write them. sigh. but the day ended pretty screwy when i went home with nir, for some reason i started murmurimg tensely again. FUCK MYSELF. CANT ENJOY ONE DAY OF REST. well but i know the future will be better and thats a small comfort........ |