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not here not there. i was above the clowds flying on streams of hot wind Katrin in my mind sun in my eyes during the day twinkling stars above me during the night i was above the clowds, if only for a little while ........................................ no more hot streams im free falling through the night filled sky faster and faster its cold like its always been can you feel it? the only wind is the wind blowing in my face so hard i cannot breath panic stricken , its oh so cold, its oh so hard to manage. do you feel it? i look up, i remember. i smile. a big giant smile. :) but then i look aside. parents, struggles, people, the same mind. all blowing into my face. ......................................... and i look down, i see where im heading. i know where im heading. i know my goal - to never reach the ground again.i know how it feels to crash, body falling and crumbling into little pieces. i dont want that. i need to slow down, to somehow find the right stream that will take me back up. for good. my starting position has never been better to do that. ......................................... quote of the day : "reality check". |