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everything happening at once = cows getting blown up me to dor on icq ". htiw evol ni mi esuac emit eht lla tuoba kniht i dna emit hguot a gnivah mi". backwards for : "im having a tough time and i think about __ all the time cause im in love with __ ". i thought he wouldnt crack my "code". but he did. ironically he's smart enough to crack the code, but not smart enough to get the meaning. its a good thing i didnt replace ____ with you. ........................................ so how and why am i letting myself fall for him? its plain stupid to fall for a guy, which is very childish at times, which is not worthy of you anyway ( not close to being deep and intelligent enough ), which you wouldnt even want to have sex with if you could, and most importantly which doesnt want you cause he's not gay. even if he is a nice guy. so put a leash on your self-destructiveness please. it is NOT a plead it's an order. find yourself somehow somebody else to be obsessed about. a girl preferably. which lives in YOUR country this time...... dont go into hopeless battles. i know hopeless when i see it. ...................................... im not satisfied with the way i act once again. i'll go read the revelation entry, see if it helps. ........................................ quote of the day : " time is nature's way to keep everything from happening at once " - some diary. im pondering if this sentence is contradictive to it's self. cause isn't the phrase "at once" also some sort of an expression of time? on the line of sequences which is time, the phrase "at once" is a dot, unlike most timeful events which are a combination of dots. but it's on the line of sequences nonetheless........ or maybe im pondering too much on a sentence that isn't supposed to be pondered about. AND, am i the only one that when reading this sentence, specifically the part about everything happening at once, which experiences this short mental image? it's hard to describe such images, but i can swear this image which i cant control is combined somehow of an explosion, and cows shooting around as a result of it. hmmm i guess my definition of "everything happening at once" is cows getting blown up. sweeeeet. |