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energy shortage i know i'm a spoiled brat. i'm a spoiled ignorant brat for sometimes wanting/wishing to be some 18 year old guy in india, an 18 year old guy who all his thoughts and cravings are for the next small piece of food, no matter how disgusting it is. a mind which is focused on the one goal which is to survive. physically. i'm ..... not well. (slight pain from the past is back in my heart) i want to cry. (remind me of the purpose of getting up in the morning please... i seem to have forgotten) ................................................. current weight : 55.5 kg. (122.357 pound). week's change : +0.7 kg. (1.5 pounds). the more the better. .................................................. i'm still a slug wandering around without it's shell. gimme gimme gimme gimme some words of comfort. |