this is a job for mindless slugs.
2002-01-13 6:16 a.m.

the fact that i've been here before doesn't mean i'm walking in circles. it's like this : you have 9 boxes and you start at box number 5. your goal is to get to box number 4 (to your left). but you're a troubled individual, and the only way you can get to utter and total happiness (number four) is by going through number 8 (up) then 9 (left) then 6 (down) then back at 5 (left) and then and only then can you make the desired turn left to 4 (happiness).

so as you can see box number 5 appears twice in our little trip. despite the fact that we're not walking in circles. (and it's reappearance might very well be the beginning of the end of our little suffering trip, to those of you who are deluded and really believe that the trip doesn't include box number 2 and 1 for the very least....)

yeepee.

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accepting and loving thyself despite one's much too frequent mediocrity is an impossible mission. which can only be solved by mindless slugs.