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i do live in israel after all. today for the first time ever the suicide bomber was a women. how kinky. when i heard on the news the today there was another bombing i waited for the usual statistics (as in the numbers of dead, critically wounded, severely wounded,...........). then they said that one 80 year old male died. and i caught myself saying to myself "good". because one dead 80 year old male is good statistics. it means there are no dead 4 month babies, or dead 17 year old boys, or dead 25 year old pregnant women, or dead 42 year old parents. so yeah, GREAT. ................................................. the situation is too fucked up. people are too stupid. i'm too useless. for me to think about it too much. because. as i opposed to everybody, i don't have a solution to the situation in my mind. i am not sure of anything. i am not sure that WE (israel) are the rightous ones. cause we only partly are. partly. nobody is right. everybody are victims. and moreover, EVERBODY, are stupid motherfucking assholes. and everybody are sure they are the just ones. it's normal for me not to believe a word the palestinians say. the problem is i don't believe a word MY army says. not to talk about politicans. did you know did you know did you know i'm gonna be a soldier soon? actually to tell you the truth it might be fun. i'm actually starting to look forward to it. and the serving-my-country-bullshit is the last thing which is on my mind. the thing on my mind is doing something interesting, and meeting many many many many new people and new friends and having a new way of life and leaving my home and having new and exciting challenges. cause i'm SUPPOSED to be in the intelligence squad, and that's where the good guys and gals are supposed to be. PLEASE let me get into the intelligence squad? pretty please? ! 2 month and 4 days. .................................................. |