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martyrs are stupid ass bitches who are convinced they suffer for a reason when they don't have one one philosophical conversation is more imporant that 1,000 jokes. thank you. one good thing about this diary that i can say what i think without being questioned, without someone disobeying my truth, without someone telling me "i don't agree". this diary is very passive yes indeed. and friends.... friends oddly enough act differently than diaries. they actually respond. they actually undermine your authority with their own life beliefs which do not resemble yours at all. on the one hand dor seeing life the way you do makes me wanna die. on the other hand you won't convince me. i won't agree to suffer. i insist on being happy. for your own sake, please don't be a martyr for no reason. cause you know what? martyrs are stupid ass bitches. they really are. ............................................. i don't really remember why, but i remember that yesterday's entry was important. i don't really feel what i felt yesterday but that's just because we parted on a high note. probably. .............................................. shani, you're a great girl and in an optimal situations i see many steps of friendship growing in between us, many kinds of magic which can be created. we are still somewhat of strangers but we can be much more. have a good time in the army and i hope it won't get in the way TOO much. ............................................... tommarow i can officially say that another part in my life will start. it's not that dramatic. more like a mini-chapter. it is caused by quitting my job. i have officially finished working two days ago. this means that i am even more officially a bum now. which is both cool and frightening. but i have goals goals goals goals and goals and i'm not gonna let myself postpone them anymore. GOALS. yahoo. so 19 days of laying around and achieving my goals and then we have london. (did you did you know?) so 10 days of london. and then we'll see. ciao. |