i hate to make this threat i hate to tell the truth.
2002-03-21 7:45 p.m.

the mashochistic inner drive which drives me again and again to be with you and love you and get insulted by your insults and your behaviour towards me is dwindling.

i never intented on being a beat-up wife. not even metaphorically.

i know you don't mean harm and you don't deserve this needy emotional friend by your side any more than i need to be one. a friend which writes bad things about you in his diary.

so you better wise up janet weiss, or else.......