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3 more days. i think i'm starting to get ready. to the extent that i can be ready for such a thing such as the army. but i think i'm starting to get ready. yesterday was horrendous. yesterday was one big mental breakdown from beginning to end. i don't feel i want to keep dealing with those issues anymore. yesterday my eyes were sad and tired. and the army....... will give me new issues to deal with. and push these ones aside, at least for a while. yes i can't enlist as a shattered person like yesterday. that will lead to catastrophes. i have to be ready. i AM getting ready. you know......... 3 more days of freedom. |