i'm gonna give myself a break.
2002-06-27 8:10 p.m.

destructive thoughts are running lose through my head like viruses they pass from one cell to another like an earthquake they demolish my towers of sanity.

but what am i fighting?

why not stop the craziness?

i don't want be depressed anymore. i had a rough enough week as it is. i don't want to feel any feeling which isn't positive. i don't want to delve in any unnecassary subject i don't want to fight my irrational feelings that have been eating me inside out as of late.

i don't want to go from one excuse from another to feel depressed. yesterday it's one thing today it's being insulted by nir and feeling lonely and tommarow who knows what?

i am home for the weekend and i deserve peace of mind.