*corner*
2002-07-05 11:15 a.m.

i have some issues. i don't deny it.

i also have some low self esteem issues regarding some things. i don't deny it.

i really honestly think that one day i'll realize how stupid it all was and leave it behind.

i half realize it now but the problem is that now it's not behind me but infront of me.

anyway everything will work out in the end. 99 percent sure of it.

and the fact that i've thought and said it before doesn't make me bitter it makes me know that this is getting ready that this means i'm getting stronger which means the crucial day might very well be just around the corner.