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i'm sorry yesterday was yom kipur. it's a day in which you're supposed to regret all the bad stuff you did in the last year, and tell the people you need to that you're sorry about how you hurt them. but people are lazy and uncaring so nobody really tells anybody else anything except 'i'm sorry if I hurt you in any way', and it's a good thing that they don't cause otherwise yom kipur might become and big social nervous wreck. apologizing in your diary is pretty lame and chickenshit. but maybe there is something right about it. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . i'm sorry i'm sorry, my parents, you're really fabulous parents, you couldn't love me anymore, and you would do anything in the world for me. i hope you know how much i appreciate it, because i do. everendlessly. i'm sorry i don't tell you that. i'm sorry i get annoyed with you so often, i just can't help it. i'm sorry for hiding all my life and problems from you, i just don't have any other choice..... i'm sorry my dear best friends (nir lior ehud), for doubting our friendship during some times in the last year, i never should have. our friendship is worth everything, i hope it never ends. i'm sorry dor for all the times i hurt you. i never meant to hurt you. we had such a silly relationship didn't we? we were good friends though. i'm sorry shani for doubting you, for letting go so easily. i'm sorry alon, for hiding the fact i'm gay from you, i hope you realise one day, after i tell you, that hiding was a result of rational thought of what's good for me, and not of lack of friendship. (bad grammar..... oh dear.) i'm sorry nir ben lul for being a bitch. and i'm sorry dan. myself. for all the shit. the stupid unnecessary shit. and the guilt feelings. i really don't have to elaborate. you know it all. and thank you for everything. .................................................. |