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cracking. i feel it all cracking. the strongness. the self assureness. i feel it in my bones. the desire to run run run away from it all. the desire to go back to self-pity. it's so inviting it hurts. the desire to be weak as a little branch. the desire to hear the smiths the desire to cry. i wanna scream but i'm too tired to open my eyes i just want out. if you know what i mean. i feel disgusting with myself and i don't know what i want and i'm not even sure who i am right now. so leave me alone and let me go to sleep and we'll talk on better circumstances. ( that's the strongest resolution i'm willing to do right now) okay? |