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post oral sex thoughts the reality has decided to meddle with my fantasy, making it seem absurd. i didn't give you permission to do that! and what happens now? does the fantasy evaporate, or change form, or does it say : 'i don't give a fuck, reality, you can do whatever you want and i'll do whatever i want'? i can decide if i want this experience to go down in dan history as a trauma or a interesting experience which was partly fun. i decide the second one. even sleazy experiences are good and mind enriching, expanding my knowledge of my sexual self, and of human behaviour in general. now that i would do it again. at least not the bathroom oral sex part.... and that's it for now. |