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through my mind so i went to the gompa to medidate and i concentrated on my breath in and out in and out and i moved from alpha frequency to some mixture of beta stretching the space inside the mind, suddenly i can breath. though how many minutes have passed how many minutes have passed? and i started doing the whole visualization thingy, oh you know, with male family on the right and female famliy on the left though it was a bit hard to try to imagine daphna and all my friends in the back though i probably forgot a few friends the more friends i have the less i need the more i enjoy. and my infront of me and i started sucking all the bad energies and the suffering from myself but then this monk came in and i thought she would be startled by me since i was the only one in the gompa and i wasn't even sure i was supposed to be there and i started blushing oh and here the music is coming back too bad the reverb is on so much i dislike music with too much reverb i mean it's just too easy to make anything sound good. but then the monk left and i had to start everything all over..... here i am in the internet place the fog is spreading through the forest here in dharamsala, the fog is spreading through my mind. |