Sigh #9.
2008-08-16 12:24 p.m.

And i had what i wanted,
there in my arms. And it wasn't the fantasy it should be, it didn't contain a huge penis, and a sexy body, and passionate sex. It contained flaccid dicks, and love, and so much happiness, so much calm happiness.

Waking up, i can't even feel devastated about only dreaming it, i can still feel it.

I wish him dead.