what bengal says
2009-02-18 7:21 p.m.

and bengal says

that i should stop feeling sorry for myself

and should keep an optimistic view of the future, no matter what

and that we tell lies to ourselves all the time anyway, there is no such thing as the truth, so i shouldn't bullshit him with shit like statistics to prove pessimism.

and that i should lose the concept that the shit i'm going through is in any way special

and that it's a problem i need to solve, the feeling of lack of control over my happiness

and that i should see a therapist, preferably a laca'nian.