He loves me!
2009-04-02 11:26 p.m.

He says - the 22 ECT sessions were pronounced as a failure

so back to 5 pills morning time, 9 before sleep.

He says - the future looks as clear as ever - a few years of that sort of dosage will make everything seem nice.

I plead with him, just let me come, no strings attached, not as a date, not as a fling, not as a friend, not to be a shoulder to cry on, not out of curiosity, not to hear stories about the ECT, not anything else he can think of. just let me come. He says, i think of so little.