too lazy to see
2009-12-01 11:26 p.m.

When she wasn't looking, i was that guy in the car looking at the sunset, hearing loud strange music, maybe even with soft tears in his eyes, that cool cool guy. to me that's who i was to her when she wasn't looking.

But

Who am I when i'm not looking?

Closing my eyes and opening fast,
looking deep, and looking shallow,
But it's too fast and too slow for my vision