Hitting
2024-09-12 10:11 a.m.

So my Dana my psychologist said she won't report me for hitting Maya. It was a slap on the wrist, supposedly to prevent her from hitting Ariel repeatedly. Yeah I exaggerated and I should never do it again, but reporting me? Seems to me that she went way overboard. Maybe I am a horrible parent, meh hate myself these days quite a lot. What happened to the mindlesslug I loved?
Pretty much focused on parenting the last 5 years, don't have a job now, and almost no social life.
Yeah Yeah Yeah Omer is right I have him, my kids love me, and I'm over-reacting and I'm a great parent after all, and I probably gave Dana the wrong impression. But shit this is depressing.

Guess I should talk to Dana about it next week, hate it and also feel like I can trust her less now. I mean either she really exaggerated or I'm a horrible horrible parent if she thought about reporting me, but it must be one of them right?
Oof.

But yeah yeah yeah I know I need to get my house in order stop sulking already motherfucker. Be social, find a job, stay positive. But I don't feel like it, so spoiled, and that makes me hate myself.