self therapeutic thoughts

current older mail profile notes

2020-03-15 - Italy
2018-03-04 - It just is a bit overwhelming sometimes
2018-02-25 - a bit too much
2018-01-07 - I won't get away with murder
2015-11-23 - meaning
2015-03-03 - nothing here
2014-11-09 - snapshot
2014-07-07 - studying
2014-07-03 - bye bye yummy
2014-07-02 - Indian cooking seminar
2014-03-25 - Status march 2014
2013-10-20 - Im still here
2013-09-22 - nightmares
2013-01-29 - we sure are cute for two ugly people
2012-11-11 - (Almost) 30 year boy looking back at 17
2012-08-13 - yesterday
2012-06-07 - mazal tov chooky
2011-07-31 - scary
2011-07-19 - 54 more
2011-05-06 - ahole
2011-04-25 - chook
2011-04-25 - chook
2011-01-06 - ongoing
2010-11-25 - No excuses
2010-11-12 - dream
2010-10-24 - very quaint
2010-09-30 - Laos
2010-08-22 - new guestbook link
2010-08-22 - the way the cookie crumbles
2010-08-11 - Me with nothing to say, you with
2010-08-01 - if this ain't love,
2010-07-08 - From the look in your face
2010-01-31 - zen and the art of mucus.
2010-01-21 - i've got you to love me so
2009-12-01 - too lazy to see
2009-11-03 - the battle ends, or continues, or
2009-10-02 - correction
2009-10-02 - fixing time
2009-10-01 - until there's nothing left in the world to make you cry
2009-06-28 - kinky love
2009-05-24 - omer
2009-05-24 - with simple entries
2009-05-18 - we'll be on the outside
2009-05-11 - bring on the nightmares
2009-05-07 - ummmm you know, like, you know, like... you know?
2009-05-04 - History: a dream.
2009-04-27 - Truth
2009-04-21 - just a dream.
2009-04-18 - i'm missing
2009-04-14 - me included
2009-04-12 - meir atraf OR everending wank.
2009-04-02 - He loves me!
2009-03-31 - water
2009-03-30 - boozy atraf
2009-03-26 - resurrection, revisited OR an exclamation mark not mitigated by a cynical remark?
2009-03-26 - asdfasdf
2009-03-17 - thoughts about resurrection
2009-03-14 - spare time? . (!)
2009-03-12 - but at least i won't be dead
2009-03-07 - what bengal says #3
2009-03-06 - disgusting entry.
2009-02-15 - asaf atraf
2009-02-13 - how soon is now?
2009-02-06 - mundane
2009-02-06 - Life today
2009-01-29 - what bengal says # 2, and what i say, and what i don't say.
2009-02-27 - all i want
2009-02-26 - fuck off #2?
2009-01-22 - so?
2009-02-22 - as expected
2009-02-20 - another hair bites the dust
2009-02-18 - what bengal says
2009-02-17 - yuval atraf. OR another member of the big atraf family which i cherish.
2009-02-17 - haruki or roi atraf # 4 or no comment?
2009-02-16 - baloons # 2
2009-02-13 - but then i forget.
2009-02-11 - yonatan atraf
2009-02-04 - what happens in the end?
2009-02-03 - Shlomo
2009-01-01 - don't feel like doing this anymore
2008-12-29 - oh yoko?
2008-12-20 - might.
2008-12-19 - shai galit.
2008-12-13 - Saturday stroll through the park
2008-12-13 - deep, deep, down.
2008-12-12 - asdf
2008-12-08 - andy
2008-12-07 - good dog?
2008-12-02 - fuck off.
2008-11-30 - sign of the times #6
2008-11-20 - sitting here in my dark room at 5:30, dark inside, dark outside.
2008-11-16 - Who's your sperm daddy?
2008-11-11 - gigantic
2008-11-10 - comfy
2008-11-09 - falling asleep on the wheel, by accident.
2008-11-09 - Received.
2008-11-09 - kiev
2008-11-01 - as expected?
2008-10-30 - sent
2008-10-30 - triund # 2
2008-10-30 - triund # 1
2008-10-27 - what you can't tell the boys
2008-10-27 - leng tsu
2008-10-21 - sign of the times 2
2008-10-14 - sign of the times
2008-10-03 - hmmm
2008-09-27 - baldness
2008-09-22 - how naive
2008-09-15 - asdf # 2
2008-09-10 - google66d0f88bd4267f68.html
2008-09-10 - googled!
2008-09-07 - so sorry.
2008-09-07 - fast
2008-08-30 - The devil, or something.
2008-08-29 - meeting the monkey.
2008-08-26 - Salt, Uriah, and Amit.
2008-08-23 - saturday night
2008-08-23 - saturday night
2008-08-16 - Sigh #9.
2008-08-15 - Just a bit.
2008-08-07 - yesterday's news
2008-07-28 - meine Seele eines Verzichts
2008-07-15 - They say.
2008-07-13 - finger in ass
2008-06-30 - brooder.
2008-06-28 - the insult
2008-06-27 - Spider and I
2008-06-27 - disgust
2008-06-23 - The next step
2008-06-23 - uriah, last
2008-06-23 - suicide
2008-06-17 - was it all in vain?
2008-06-11 - dialogue.
2008-06-06 - 3 weeks later, uriah.
2008-06-04 - calm.
2008-06-04 - sleepless nights....
2008-06-02 - and now what?
2008-05-29 - non-trivialitiy.
2008-05-29 - i gotta get.
2008-05-27 - but you're not here.
2008-05-27 - Uriah
2008-05-26 - uncertainty
2008-05-21 - Uriah
2008-05-21 - Matan
2008-05-20 - Better?
2008-05-14 - i think about
2008-05-10 - Loss of control
2008-03-15 - fuck you all
2007-08-05 - noam
2007-06-11 - אפשר לכתוב כאן בעברית?
2007-06-09 - bye for now
2007-04-27 - yesterday i was strong
2007-04-26 - not such a bad idea man
2007-04-02 - dsf
2007-04-02 - -
2007-03-24 - Post-modernism
2007-03-23 - love at 75
2007-03-18 - midterm thoughts
2007-03-09 - tmunat mazav
2007-03-03 - life is good
2007-02-24 - sucks
2007-02-23 - chicken shit? no!
2006-12-23 - heart as stone again
2006-12-07 - goodbye virginity
2006-10-27 - introduction : the truth.
2006-10-21 - Now
2006-10-19 - best of luck, invader zim buso!
2006-10-18 - forcing colors down your throat.
2006-10-10 - can't let that be
2006-10-03 - back from india, nepal, mynamar and thailand. home yet again?
2006-08-30 - thank you.
2006-08-19 - sex sex sex
2006-08-19 - opportunity to practice!
2006-08-19 - baloo
2006-08-07 - an ant, or a computer program?
2006-08-06 - shanti stupa at night
2006-08-04 - circles in the air
2006-08-03 - food and water for the mind
2006-08-01 - ciao
2006-07-12 - broken glasses
2006-07-07 - weeee
2006-08-06 - through my mind
2006-06-24 - empty.
2006-06-03 - fucking fat boy
2006-06-02 - a good night sleep
2006-06-01 - plain wrong
2006-05-31 - my fat flute teacher
2006-05-29 - eh? eh? eh?
2006-05-26 - happy encounter
2006-05-18 - get it over with
2006-05-27 - big fat nigger
2006-04-26 - come out little bunnies
2006-04-26 - all is one.
2006-03-28 - other people
2006-03-16 - hapy holi!
2006-03-13 - diarriah
2006-03-08 - nice
2006-02-27 - things
2002-03-25 - thoughts in india
2006-02-10 - faith
2006-02-17 - nandri nandri
2006-02-09 - in which the celebrated author relates his feelings on the subjects you will know of when you read
2006-02-07 - the encounter with school pen, and the wonderful discourse that partook between the knight of the wet boxers and himself
2006-02-05 - pedophilia
2006-02-01 - and the last 10 percent are around my finger which just came out of my ass
2006-01-31 - sorry
2001-01-29 - !
2006-01-26 - questions answers and maybe's
2006-01-24 - please
2006-01-21 - 2'nd day in goa
2006-01-19 - memories
2006-01-17 - later alligator.
2006-01-15 - that's life
2006-01-12 - silent penis waving man
2006-01-11 - till death due us part.
2006-01-06 - an image to strive for
2006-01-05 - fuck you all
2006-01-04 - and the tears
2006-01-03 - fish
2005-12-31 - 8152006
2005-12-31 - this is where i stand
2005-12-25 - nothing to report sir
2005-12-23 - only a leg please god, only a leg
2005-12-20 - 0.9 percent productivity
2005-12-20 - now
2005-12-16 - current affairs
2005-12-16 - if throw enough rocks you might hit someone pretty
2005-12-15 - analyze this
2005-12-13 - difficulties
2005-12-11 - like the lazy ocean loves the shore
2005-12-08 - .
2005-12-07 - rings true
2005-12-06 - the truth
2005-12-05 - arak
2005-12-03 - it's a lie
2005-12-03 - i jack of$$f more tha&n eve.r.
2005-12-02 - priorities, and electricity
2005-11-30 - warmth
2005-11-29 - showers.
2005-11-28 - libido reawakening
2005-11-27 - day dream.
2005-11-24 - look outside, not inside?
2005-11-23 - happy with a tinge of bitter lemon
2005-11-22 - baby hold me tight
2005-11-22 - wrong direction
2005-11-19 - nose
2005-11-18 - 1
2005-11-15 - yellow brick rd.
2005-11-15 - home
2005-11-11 - the sky is gray all the time here
2005-11-10 - luis
2005-11-05 - i *heart* new york
2005-11-04 - *sigh*
2005-11-04 - boy meets boy
2005-11-03 - i should be happy
2003-10-10 - nothing.
1999-04-24 - boy
2003-11-12 - fuck you
1999-04-21 - today i (might) become a waiter
1999-04-20 - big fucking dick
1999-04-20 - im just here
2005-10-22 - NOW!
2005-10-22 - melancholy
2005-10-19 - fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you
2005-10-19 - so tired
2005-10-18 - a beginning of a relationship?
2005-10-18 - interest rates
2005-10-17 - pregunta para luis
2005-10-15 - conviction
2005-10-15 - one of those nights
2005-10-14 - rhythm
2005-10-14 - pep talk
2005-10-12 - some joy and some oy. oy vey!
2005-10-11 - just perhaps
2005-10-11 - da dim . da di dam . da dam di. da di dam. dum dum dum dam dim dam dam. dum dum dum dam dim dam dam.
2005-10-11 - da dim . da di dam . da dam di. da di dam. dum dum dum dam dim dam dam. dum dum dum dam dim dam dam.
2005-09-29 - picture of the present
2005-10-02 - drifting by
2005-05-04 - milk and cookies
2005-03-31 - good bye for now i'm off to tour the country
2005-03-27 - yoodle dee doo day, the wicked army is dead, let the yellow brick road continue, i'm off to see the wonderful wizard of oz!
2005-03-09 - soy drezden
2005-03-05 - yo soy mu'uadib
2005-02-26 - this feeling
2005-02-26 - drum'n'base
2005-02-21 - resolutions
2005-02-06 - pheoba
2005-02-06 - post oral sex thoughts
2005-02-06 - the storyt of the second penis
2005-01-19 - fun fun fun
2005-01-17 - calming
2005-01-16 - not much more too it
2005-01-10 - intriguing feeling
2005-01-08 - knowledge
2005-01-01 - yet another
2005-01-01 - sad
2005-01-01 - i dumped him
2004-12-26 - saliva in my mouth
2004-12-19 - weekends
2004-12-17 - work work work
2004-12-15 - kinda of sad
2004-12-11 - girls are lame
2004-11-29 - booze
2004-11-28 - declaration of war on ego
2004-11-21 - poem with slight change
2004-11-17 - me and kitsch are one
2004-11-16 - unexpected and heavenly
2004-11-14 - among other things
2004-11-10 - the truth
2004-11-09 - i wish this never ends. heh!
2004-11-06 - hungry rectum
2004-10-31 - dullness
2004-10-30 - not here not now
2004-10-27 - someone to love
2004-10-25 - yahir
2004-10-24 - nightmares
2004-10-21 - as soon as possible
2004-10-20 - pa pa - bum bum bum
2004-10-17 - oath
2004-10-17 - a thought
2004-10-15 - mysel.f
2004-10-13 - jazz
2004-10-11 - ...
2004-10-06 - phone call
2004-10-04 - .
2004-09-12 - the sea of galilee
2004-09-08 - deleted!!
2004-08-31 - noam strike 3
2004-08-28 - my future pixies' song
2004-08-21 - 4 a.m.
2004-08-07 - neglected bunnies.
2004-08-07 - alchohol entry.
2004-06-02 - status
2004-06-02 - may
2004-05-30 - self sufficiency
2004-05-29 - anyway
2004-05-19 - metaphores
2004-05-11 - yulia
2004-05-02 - magic
2004-04-27 - bored bitterness
2004-04-24 - post date musings - shachaf
2004-04-24 - date-jitters
2004-04-22 - words are lacking to describe the magnitude of my feelings which aren't even getting close to what they can be once i am liberated from all.
2004-04-21 - england had just won the war......
2004-04-12 - blowjobs and other optical illusions.
2004-04-11 - passive in sex active in life!
2004-04-08 - i won't accept no shit.
2004-03-28 - documentation rules.
2003-07-09 - middle age crisis
2003-07-04 - you live you learn
2003-07-04 - you live you learn
2003-06-27 - how very childish.
2003-06-15 - oh
2003-05-21 - where's the ruler?
2003-05-19 - common common common
2003-05-17 - amazed by the cruelty and stupidity.
2003-05-12 - positive
2003-05-10 - maybe just maybe
2003-05-06 - hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
2003-04-28 - -
2003-04-17 - cracking.
2003-04-16 - keep it real.
2003-04-16 - i'm not sure
2003-04-12 - it's all in my head.
2003-04-12 - disillusioned.
2003-04-11 - life in fast foward.
2003-04-06 - ugly disgusting smelly guys.
2003-04-04 - me and 15 other gay men.
2003-04-03 - to work.
2003-04-03 - heaven, i'm in heaven.
2003-04-02 - repeat repeat repeat repeat repeat repeat repeat repeatrepeatrepatrepatrepaeatre
2003-03-28 - too painful
2003-03-26 - taking care of myself.
2003-03-25 - never ever
2003-03-17 - everyone does it once in a while
2003-03-17 - everyone does it once in a while
2003-03-06 - hans blix you sexy doll
2003-03-03 - debating skills
2003-02-27 - plateau depression
2003-02-14 - some bullshit never hurt anyone.
2003-02-08 - floating
2003-01-13 - cheap!
2003-01-09 - i'm holding on.
2003-01-05 - shit what else is new?
2003-01-04 - huh
2003-01-02 - sigh
2002-12-30 - 2003 here i come bitch.
2002-12-28 - yep
2002-12-24 - i have faith in myself more than in you, shrink.
2002-12-23 - it doesn't matter it ain't real
2002-12-18 - SDFH#LQK$TJKLJSKLDG!J%$$^KLJKL$JKL$JKLSVDBJ#L^KJ@$KLJR^KLJ$%^$#L
2002-12-17 - ha. don't blame me.
2002-12-16 - let's roll the dice eh?
2002-11-23 - i deserve it don't I?
2002-11-21 - this isn't just another love song. (bye lior)
2002-11-17 - i swear i swear it will be just swell
2002-11-16 - or not
2002-11-15 - dreams
2002-11-07 - yep
2002-11-02 - ohhh heaeaea eeeeehaehaeh oh oh oh oh oh oh ha haheaee
2002-11-02 - i've decided to see a shrink today. seriously. i'm gonna set up an appointmet tommarow.
2002-11-01 - nothing.
2002-10-28 - i know what you're thinking so shut the fuck up. ( i just read catcher in the rye for the second time)
2002-10-26 - sour times
2002-10-25 - blah
2002-10-20 - i don't want to lose the war.
2002-10-20 - i must win the war
2002-10-13 - stalemate
2002-10-09 - don't blame me
2002-10-08 - yeah it evens out.
2002-10-04 - more than i would like to admit
2002-09-26 - holes in the ground.
2002-09-24 - come on
2002-09-22 - escapism
2002-09-17 - i'm sorry
2002-09-15 - tents now
2002-09-12 - good
2002-09-10 - imperfections and unfinished sentences
2002-09-06 - a bear with glasses.
2002-08-30 - 10x
2002-08-30 - i woke up in tears
2002-08-17 - oh how i'd love, not to be in the morbid world. candy. happy. joy. smile.
2002-08-16 - pre-entry
2002-08-16 - heaven
2002-08-09 - 19 down 60 to go.
2002-08-07 - my idea of wholesome fun
2002-08-06 - approaching happiness or clinical treatment?
2002-07-27 - take them while i'm still offering!
2002-07-26 - maybe there's too much caffeine in my bloodstream
2002-07-20 - jelly fish.
2002-07-19 - hysterical & useless & over-affectionate.
2002-07-13 - a gay supersexy 3 year old with mania depression problems.
2002-07-07 - joy and bitterness.
2002-07-06 - shut up already you little pussy crybaby.
2002-07-06 - shut up already you little pussy crybaby.
2002-07-05 - *corner*
2002-07-04 - ohhhhh lalalallalala
2002-07-03 - thank god for diariah.
2002-06-29 - i have diarrhea
2002-06-28 - i'm fit as a horse. big white shiny and strong.
2002-06-27 - i'm gonna give myself a break.
2002-06-22 - that's some catch
2002-06-22 - does it?
2002-06-15 - what a ripoff.
2002-06-15 - .
2002-06-08 - suicide today.
2002-06-07 - 'The Old Man and The Sea'
2002-06-01 - me admire life
2002-05-31 - if you're looking for someone to blame throw a rock you'll hit someone guilty.
2002-05-18 - no excuses
2002-05-17 - kitten trauma.
2002-05-16 - they will like me for who i am and not what i say or what i do.
2002-05-11 - bee
2002-05-11 - demons
2002-05-10 - in an intestella burst!
2002-05-04 - like sheep led to the slaughterhouse.
2002-05-03 - 4'th week of the army.
2002-04-28 - a perspective
2002-04-28 - miss me like i miss you my little bunnies.
2002-04-28 - miss me my little bunnies.
2002-04-27 - the back of my egg
2002-04-27 - same old same old. HA!
2002-04-26 - stay tuned
2002-04-21 - roni
2002-04-20 - pointless army crap.
2002-04-19 - 19 hours shifts.
2002-04-19 - the most intense two weeks of my life
2002-04-06 - WISH ME LUCK PLEASE. TOMMAROW I'M A SOLDIER DAMNIT!!
2002-04-06 - a bullfighter before the fight.
2002-04-05 - us moody people.......
2002-04-04 - dor
2002-04-04 - 3 more days.
2002-04-03 - those sad eyes again won't leave me alone.
2002-04-03 - nourishing my self pity glands.
2002-04-02 - symbolism my ass
2002-04-02 - you're such a lovely audience we'd like to take you home with us.
2002-04-01 - so what's it gonna be, dan?
2002-03-31 - stay tuned
2002-03-31 - i'm back..........
2002-03-28 - true story.
2002-03-27 - sane, cold, rational, emotionless, fitter, happier.
2002-03-26 - puzzles
2002-03-26 - hooray. 12 more days and i go to the gay unit. weeeeeee.
2002-03-25 - i'm w.a.i.t.i.n.g
2002-03-25 - it isn't fair.......
2002-03-23 - to nir
2002-03-23 - 15 more days. sir, yes sir.
2002-03-22 - blaahhhhh
2002-03-21 - i hate to make this threat i hate to tell the truth.
2002-03-20 - mon amour.
2002-03-19 - filling in voids
2002-03-18 - well sometimes at least......
2002-03-18 - 5 year old fagget
2002-03-17 - my love.
2002-03-17 - same old same old
2002-03-16 - oh well
2002-03-15 - mpfff what an anti-climax.
2002-03-13 - evolution has created a new kinda of species.
2002-03-13 - did my head already explode? (25) yeah and this was a night to remember alright
2002-03-12 - kill me now
2002-03-12 - oh the contrasts between my entries.
2002-03-11 - lets
2002-03-11 - mentally not physically
2002-03-11 - i'm bitter like that.
2002-03-10 - maybe we'll be butterflies
2002-03-10 - downsome
2002-03-09 - 29 and counting.
2002-03-07 - oh dear oh dear
2002-03-07 - deadline is coming nearer. (31 days).
2002-03-05 - filling in spare time
2002-03-04 - there's no place like home (part 123456)
2002-02-23 - london lo mehaka li
2002-02-22 - date #2 ?
2002-02-20 - puppy eyes
2002-02-20 - why can't my dreams be my saviour?
2002-02-19 - nir
2002-02-18 - this is more than just boredom you know
2002-02-17 - sweet dreams
2002-02-15 - fuck me, you.
2002-02-14 - hey look at me i have a hard on
2002-02-14 - happy valentine.
2002-02-14 - i don't like wastes of time either
2002-02-13 - reminiscing.
2002-02-12 - i didn't intend to whine.
2002-02-11 - i'm jolly.
2002-02-11 - bag of shit lying on the sidewalk
2002-02-10 - please dor, please.
2002-02-09 - a magician trying to create magic in a dry world.
2002-02-07 - incoherence
2002-02-07 - there. you have it.
2002-02-05 - too much TV for you kiddo
2002-02-04 - i'm the clever one? don't you think?
2002-02-04 - alrighty then
2002-02-03 - martyrs are stupid ass bitches who are convinced they suffer for a reason when they don't have one
2002-02-01 - *falls to knees and begs*
2002-02-01 - mud and despair
2002-01-31 - rightous soul. yeah. fuck me.
2002-01-30 - romantic statistics
2002-01-30 - mucus
2002-01-30 - full moon
2002-01-29 - shallow
2002-01-28 - did you say something?
2002-01-27 - i do live in israel after all.
2002-01-27 - praise the lord
2002-01-26 - bla bla bla bla
2002-01-24 - HA!
2002-01-23 - oh the loveliness.
2002-01-23 - 100 grams of serious issues.
2002-01-22 - statistical FREAK
2002-01-21 - just another injection
2002-01-21 - actually not scary. soothing. oh so very much.
2002-01-20 - where you look you might just find
2002-01-19 - swimming in shit.
2002-01-18 - by Pooh
2002-01-17 - carelessness. is evil. but thank you.
2002-01-16 - yeah, well.............
2002-01-16 - !
2002-01-15 - recollections
2002-01-14 - je suis une late bloomer
2002-01-13 - this is a job for mindless slugs.
2002-01-12 - mental state.
2002-01-12 - transfromed into an ant.
2002-01-12 - not to talk about the massiah.
2002-01-11 - the kingdom shall be mine
2002-01-10 - snow
2002-01-09 - drunk dor.
2002-01-09 - one thumb up for being gay.
2002-01-09 - how come?
2002-01-08 - no entries for you!
2002-01-06 - 3834
2002-01-04 - you're funny, me.
2002-01-04 - until next time.
2002-01-04 - d-e-s-p-a-i-r
2002-01-03 - he's really nice.
2002-01-01 - transition man!
2002-01-01 - jolly good symmetrical year.
2001-12-30 - mario-land.
2001-12-30 - pride
2001-12-30 - sniff sniff
2001-12-29 - har har har har har har har har
2001-12-28 - sickening i tell you
2001-12-27 - e 3 g 5 2 ^ @ * ! ! !
2001-12-26 - peanuts and dried banana's
2001-12-25 - unbelievably insane.
2001-12-24 - associations
2001-12-23 - lovin
2001-12-22 - postponed
2001-12-22 - life, book
2001-12-21 - scene
2001-12-20 - foreplay
2001-12-19 - a message to OFER
2001-12-19 - just a snapshot
2001-12-18 - unworthy
2001-12-18 - the spanish inquisition won't get me.
2001-12-18 - the different kinds of depression
2001-12-17 - i can
2001-12-16 - i'm just being dramatic, don't take notice.
2001-12-14 - 117 days to go
2001-12-14 - purple purple purple (and green orange red and yellow!)
2001-12-13 - so like weeeeeeee
2001-12-13 - managing somehow.
2001-12-12 - it's your choice (or is it?)
2001-12-11 - and i said WHAT'S GOING ON?
2001-12-11 - that was a first date. i kid you not.
2001-12-10 - the joys
2001-12-09 - important day(?)
2001-12-08 - won't you walk through the maze with me, please?
2001-12-07 - fear
2001-12-05 - he didn't notice.
2001-12-05 - peace? a common goal? mphhhhh
2001-12-04 - do i need rubber coating?
2001-12-02 - eulogy
2001-12-02 - i'm just telling it (as it is)
2001-12-01 - we could be heroes
2001-11-30 - i found my place in the puzzle
2001-11-30 - despite everything
2001-11-29 - my testicles are aching abit
2001-11-26 - hetrosexual flash
2001-11-25 - energy shortage
2001-11-24 - waiting for the next mood swing.
2001-11-22 - the real world with REAL jackasses
2001-11-22 - a quicky before work
2001-11-20 - i feel dead
2001-11-19 - i am a PAPARBOY!!! HOORAY
2001-11-18 - resistance IS futile
2001-11-17 - they're smoking cigars
2001-11-16 - somedays are better than others
2001-11-15 - mildly (?) schizophrenic
2001-11-14 - life is but a dream
2001-11-13 - fucker!
2001-11-12 - dull
2001-11-11 - NOT THE VENUS OF THE DEEP BLUE SEA; insane happy laughter caused by life :)
2001-11-09 - mr. wiggly jiggly
2001-11-08 - was dorothy right? (hey i'm home)
2001-10-14 - cya
2001-10-13 - no negative points
2001-10-13 - i do get what i deserve.
2001-10-12 - bitter triumph is much better than nothing
2001-10-11 - nevermind?
2001-10-10 - VERY important follow up.
2001-10-09 - maze of friends
2001-10-08 - sideffects of neurosis
2001-10-07 - hidden meanings of eureka
2001-10-06 - eureka
2001-10-05 - eclectic entries.
2001-09-30 - voules vous??? AHA!
2001-09-28 - good defeats evil.
2001-09-27 - don't expect anything from me right now
2001-09-25 - perfect day?
2001-09-23 - scene #6 : happy(?) end.
2001-09-23 - scene #5 : "capatalism at it's peak!!!"
2001-09-23 - scene #4 - climax
2001-09-23 - scene # 3 : crowded street.
2001-09-23 - scene #2 : dressing up
2001-09-23 - un film silente : scene #1 : exposition.
2001-09-22 - entry which strangely backlashed.
2001-09-21 - one two three for
2001-09-21 - musquito on my soul
2001-09-20 - guessing game
2001-09-19 - slug erotica
2001-09-18 - happy new years
2001-09-17 - won't you dance with me?
2001-09-16 - a different entry.
2001-09-15 - for spites!
2001-09-14 - psychometric/dont eat more than you can lift!
2001-09-13 - what it is and what it is NOT about.
2001-09-12 - crashes, honesty, and silliness.
2001-09-10 - sad dream
2001-09-10 - carebears!!!
2001-09-09 - healthy.
2001-09-07 - it hurts.
2001-09-07 - i still want to die.
2001-09-06 - im looking for fastlove
2001-09-05 - wierdest
2001-09-04 - he smiled at me!
2001-09-03 - the massiah won't EVEN call.
2001-09-02 - im worth 77 points. weeeeee.
2001-09-01 - happiness is just a point of view
2001-08-31 - nothing's gonna change my world?
2001-08-30 - ELLA
2001-08-29 - we'll see.
2001-08-28 - sigh
2001-08-27 - leave me alone.
2001-08-26 - be strong.
2001-08-25 - women of the world!
2001-08-23 - house of the rising sun
2001-08-23 - yosemite longings
2001-08-22 - poor columbus
2001-08-22 - pink&purple
2001-08-21 - *i-n-h-a-l-e. e-x-h-a-l-e.*
2001-08-21 - mad hatter tattoo? mad or cool?
2001-08-20 - WAASSSUUUP
2001-08-18 - then you are confused.
2001-08-17 - je partir pour(?) voyage
2001-08-17 - brain connectors please save me
2001-08-16 - mindless haziness
2001-08-15 - incoherent blabbing about revenge and other such insignificant shit
2001-08-11 - 32^3=32768
2001-08-10 - fucking narcissist.
2001-08-09 - dreamer
2001-08-09 - you nice people bug me
2001-08-08 - im really a 4 year old. no, really!
2001-08-07 - another summer breeze
2001-08-06 - i love dogs
2001-08-05 - lemon tree.
2001-08-04 - MOOMINS!!
2001-08-03 - HOW THE FUCK SHOULD I KNOW?
2001-08-02 - money, money, money
2001-08-01 - golden brown
2001-07-31 - i dont know whats happening with me these days
2001-07-30 - 18
2001-07-29 - twisted love for life pic
2001-07-28 - sign o' times
2001-07-27 - shattered ( by modern technology) entry
2001-07-26 - summer breeze
2001-07-25 - everything happening at once = cows getting blown up
2001-07-24 - yuchy i guess
2001-07-22 - "THE GIFT"
2001-07-21 - 21'st century schizoid man
2001-07-20 - a recieved reply to an unsent message.
2001-07-20 - was this the right e-mail, katrin?
2001-07-19 - darn shallow sucky entry.
2001-07-18 - not here not there.
2001-07-17 - like a coca cola bottle. or not. :)
2001-07-16 - VENUS OF THE DEEP BLUE SEA
2001-07-15 - :)))))))))))))))))))
2001-07-07 - im bummed and im happy (leaving)
2001-07-06 - strong
2001-07-05 - wont let myself relapse.
2001-07-04 - revelation? NO, revelation!
2001-07-02 - tristis (moody)
2001-07-01 - DEPRESSION
2001-06-30 - uncensored
2001-06-29 - synopsis of portugal
2001-06-28 - there's no place like home
2001-06-22 - closure.
2001-06-22 - on second thought maybe girls are better.. :)
2001-06-21 - irrelevant soon to be forgotten thoughts of nervousness
2001-06-20 - gatsby obssession day
2001-06-19 - gatsby?
2001-06-18 - definately final piano recital
2001-06-17 - much ado about nothing?
2001-06-16 - reality bites
2001-06-15 - yet another weather storm
2001-06-14 - tatoos- marijuana
2001-06-13 - arm-biting rebellion
2001-06-12 - no regrets
2001-06-11 - will - not - open - your - eyes
2001-06-10 - resolution is it?
2001-06-09 - stabilization?
2001-06-08 - j'ai homme solitaire
2001-06-07 - wierd relgious chase dream
2001-06-06 - physics to your brain.
2001-06-05 - soul brother
2001-06-04 - at the fringes
2001-06-03 - "all in all you're normal" . right. sure.
2001-06-02 - BOOM
2001-06-01 - eternally drunk
2001-05-31 - drugs vs. soul
2001-05-30 - entry gone wrong
2001-05-29 - nature's calling
2001-05-28 - kodak moments
2001-05-27 - follow the yellow brick road
2001-05-26 - salad of thougts
2001-05-25 - looking madness in the eye without fear
2001-05-24 - my least vital organ
2001-05-23 - happy day of death
2001-05-22 - school ceremony
2001-05-20 - sleepy
2001-05-20 - Me vs. society (or myself?)
2001-05-19 - make love not WAR
2001-05-18 - CHILDHOOD TRAUMA STORY
2001-05-17 - I AM A FREAK
2001-05-15 - entry of nothing
2001-05-15 - good days are relative, right?
2001-05-14 - day like any other day
2001-05-13 - obsession
2001-05-13 - future will be coming on someday
2001-05-12 - FIRST


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