suicide today.
2002-06-08 9:31 p.m.

i talked to my mom. she made me see a point.

i was surprised when i found out that you can't fly from the USA to baghdad but you can fly from France to baghdad. i thought iraq's relations with the western world was the same everywhere. that the gulf war was made by the US but was backed up by the whole world.

but she made me see that the USA didn't attack iraq because it was doing some injustice to kuwait. the USA wasn't protecting the world and trying to make it a better place. it was protecting its own economical interests and oil agreements with kuwait. it's all money.

the USA doesn't do wars in unjust places all over the world because it doesn't have money there. it did make a war in iraq because it has money there.

so my mind says wait, is that all there is to this world? is it that much cynical? what about the UN and all the western world fighting for peace? yep it's all bullshit.

and i'm not saying it only by this short thing my mom told me.

it turns out, that all the past wars of israel and maybe our mere existence of a country here, are a result of the cold war. USA wanted a friend in a region where the soviets tried to take over, and thus it gave us weapons so we could fight the arab nations which had soviet weapons. (let's not forget also the how the american government doesn't want to upset its rich jews)

we were puppets. in a democratic communist game. it's not even one bit the way i thought it was when i was young and innocent.

and now i have my American M-16 rifle given to me by america, a rifle which was probably used in vietnam, and all the weapons syria has are weapons it was given by the soviets before it collapsed.

puppets.

these are just examples. this world is run by political economical egocentric interests much much more than i ever imagined. in your school in your work place in your country in the world.

i demand mass suicide from the human race and its foul participants.

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i had a nice weekend