a magician trying to create magic in a dry world.
2002-02-09 4:34 a.m.

----------so now you know. (i'm gay)----------

and as i tell you my friend about who i am

i can put a slash on yet another target

and with it some more complications had been peeled.

and soon everyone will know, and i will lose the property of the big big secret.

and after all had been peeled. after all had been said and done - i will lye there nude with nothing to hide, like a snake who had shed his skin.

lying there in all my simplicity and mediocrity and nothingness, a magician trying to create magic in a dry world, with no more tools than the ones life has to offer me.

(using fake ones has some kind of karma of letting you down)