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uriah, last and this time, there was no poetics in it. it was ... menial. no use transcribing it word to word. me : hey. him: hey. how are you? me : okay. a bit of this a bit of that. u? him: as usual, nothing new. the sea is the same sea, and nothing new under the sun. me: *trying to make witty comment *. him : dan, what do you want from me? me: correcting him that that's not correct. *evading an honest answer* him : i'm not up for small talk these days. if you want to say something real, say it. me: i miss you. him : that's nice to hear. me : nice to hear it back. him : go see a shrink or a psyhciatrist before it's too late. *insert bitter remark how everyone is sorry for him, and say to him stuff "if you kill yourself we'll kill you"*. some more bitter remarks, about him, and some more lack of feelings for me. a cold apology for being so egoist, but that's how he is these days to everyone. He knows he hurts me, and maybe some day he'll give me a better answer. (in so many words, i couldn't care less right now, since i'm so miserable ). me : i guess this time it's really the last we'll talk for real. i assume that's what i was looking for in the first place, even at the price of ruining our poetic breakup from last time. too bad we didn't fuck. bye. |