what happens in the end?
2009-02-04 12:54 a.m.

and a soft wind blows

and it's cold, it's fucking cold

and i look down, and it's fucking high, and it's fucking high

and i lose my balance, because i can't keep my balance, because i don't want to keep my balance.

and i cough, and i hear the noise reverberate through the room

and i fall?