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ohhhhh lalalallalala i bought some things from the supermarket, and put the things in their right place in the kitchen, and here i am an hour later with a shampoo where the milk should be inside the fridge. gulp silly me ................................................ i looked at a profile photograph of myself earlier today - i hardly recognize myself from my profile. and i tried to imagine as if i was someone i didn't know. i tried to imagine how i would touch that cheek that unknown cheek in that photograph how i would touch those lips those unknown lips in the photograph and how i would put my tongue inside the mouth that unknown mouth from that photograph and kiss it wildly, how i would fall in love forever and ever with that boy in the photograph. one of the weirdest sensations ever passed through my mind. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .. . . everyone talks and sings about love and boyfriends and girlfriends and sex and kisses and everlasting talks through the night and all that crap which i sometimes daydream of. i know i'm missing something i must be, right? .............................................. today i was driving my car and i was hearing music and i was joyous. truly |