more than i would like to admit
2002-10-04 4:18 p.m.

when i think about it long and hard

i think i need a change.

i've gotten used to this and i've gotten bored so common and excite me. everything is the same for too long.

so i need to think this through. i have power over my life and over myself more than i would like to admit. (so as not to make myself feel guilty about myself)

oooooh i can't wait.