look outside, not inside?
2005-11-24 12:16 a.m.

sometimes it feels like im just a character in some low budget movie. like im just watching myself from the side.

and then i have to tell myself to wake up, i have to be active and make decisions, but it don't feel right.

not even an original movie. the screenplay is real boring. i wonder if i would have thought this thought at all if i hadn't spoken to nir 2 weeks ago - the screenplay REALLY isn't original.