baloons # 2
2009-02-16 1:52 p.m.

and i hear an song

and i remember sleeping there in the basement

and thinking about my future

and there's still a view in my mind

of objects of love in the sky
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and i wonder, have i grown so full of myself, has my ego been inflated so much, that i do not dare admit to myself that i'm crap, and am willing to give up any thought about changing, just to satisfy it.